A few more days to go and then we can say farwell to 2010. A great year: I finished uni, had fun hanging out with friends (going to Stanthorpe, op shopping, coffee, great chats, great news a friend has:))).
But, I guess the question now is: What now?
You see, I didn’t get the job I wanted. God has something different in store. I don’t know what it is. I’m applying for casual teaching and will also be on kindy relief lists.
It’s kind of hard graduating and not knowing what I will be doing in terms of jobs. Motivation to be in the job I’m in now is also difficult because I want a job that relates to my degree. So yeah, I’m a little frustrated. My retail job was to be a ’just for uni’ job, but it seems I’ll be in it longer than I thought. It isn’t like it’s a bad job: it isn’t. Just not what I want to do the rest of my life.
“You see my anxious heart
You see what I am feeling
And when I fall apart
You are there to hold me”
These words are what I’m listening to at the moment on my new Britt Nicole Cd (my wonderful husband bought it for me for Christmas:)) – song called Hanging On. So very fitting while I feel frustrated and anxious about the future. I need to trust the Lord more. Jesus knows what I’m to do and He is always with me.
Other news: It’s been flooding here lately. I was in Brisbane last week, had a Christmas gathering with some of my family, then Saturday had Christmas with Karl’s side of the family. I caught a cold…bleagh.
Anyways, I could go on about heaps of other stuff. But, think I’ll stop here.
